guess im not the hardworking type.. guess im the dumb one.. everything seems so bleak.. totally no idea how to carry on.. really no hope le ma? all these happenings just make me feel more and more useless.. more and more alone.. seriously i need someone to guide me out of this mess.. i would do ANYTHING for it.. yesterday only went to sleep at 12 but i woke up at 3 cause of chest pain, sore throat and some nerves causing me pain until i couldnt sleep.. until 4 bo bian wake up and went to my parents room to wake my mum up.. she ask me go drink salt water and eat 10 tablets of spirulina.. -.- went back to bed.. but the pain is still killing me! didnt sleep even until 6.. walk around the house cause my mum ask me dont keep lie down.. drink more water.. 7 plus went to my parents room to sleep in a weird position then fell asleep until 10 wake up.. coding is once again stuck.. they gonna drag me out tonight again.. -.-!
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a warm welcome to your blog ? music players, hit counters, nuffnang ?
