alright.. here to update a bit.. holidays are starting already.. 9th sept going simei to help qing with her exam.. lol.. past few days have been watching animes.. finished two of them already.. Special A and Aishiteru Ze Baby.. 23 and 26 episodes only.. last tuesday went to meet sze kiat didi at tampines.. after eating at mac went to lan shop to play for two hours.. after that my two sis and me jus went t1 to walk a bit before heading home.. coz dii have to accompany his friend go tuition.. lols.. very weird right? haha.. audi.. only play a while.. coz didnt have people to accompany play.. afternoon saw pigpig online.. but that pigpig away state.. zzz.. dont know tiam afk in audi for what.. =x ok.. there are some missing stuff that i dont wish to post.. hahas.. so.. i'll just leave it as it is.. (:
some decisions are not easy to make.. but i jus realised that the missing parts of my life are with him.. my feelings for him are real.. im used to him appearing and disappearing in my life inconsistently but im not used to not seeing him no matter in msn or real life.. even if i want to leave him.. who can be the one to stand beside me and accompany me through? i dont know.. yesterday afternoon sort of argued and throw temper at him due to some issues.. he told me sorry.. i only feel like crying after seeing his sorry.. at night msged him to remind him of his appointment with his customer at 10pm.. i woke up at 9.15 like that and msged him.. he later ask me if he was blocking my future and he was guilty.. coz i asked if we could continue.. no reply from him.. coz i said its rather the opppsite.. i feel like i was blocking his future.. haix..
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a warm welcome to your blog ? music players, hit counters, nuffnang ?
