today only left the school at 9pm.. =.= im now addicted to the songs that bear sent me.. hahas.. i dont know why.. lol.. sometimes.. i really wonder if i really changed.. its like.. i dont know myself anymore.. haix.. treating things around me like they wont affect me that kind of attitude.. i dont know why become like that.. sometimes.. when i think of it.. im starting to suspect if im myself anymore.. is it a good thing or a bad thing? imeem upload the song oni 30seconds no matter how i tried.. pek chek sia.. trying to chiong my RC but it seems like my bro and sis all catching up with me uh.. =.= this few days thinking about some stuff.. at night cant seem to sleep without music.. but.. no choice uh.. have to get used to it.. haix.. at most only wake up in the middle of the night and think about the same things? LOL.. what can i say? actually i sometimes think that one guy is a bit pestering? i dont know how to say la.. but.. when i need to chat with some people in the middle of the night.. i still got no choice but to call or sms him.. but.. its still aint going to work.. and the other guy who im suppose to confide into.. doesnt seem to be more.. reliable? can i say that? i also dont know how to explain.. sometimes.. want him to be with me and whatever.. but.. haix.. there's nothing i can do..
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a warm welcome to your blog ? music players, hit counters, nuffnang ?